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July 2010 - Shivaya Naturals

July 2010

{this moment} – A Friday ritual. A single photo – no words – capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember. ~Amanda Soule


Moving Forward

July 9, 2010

Oh my, this has been a very strange week.

I know that some of you saw the post on Monday morning saying that we had lost the baby, and many more of you emailed to ask why I had suddenly taken the post down on Monday afternoon. As it turns out, the doctors believe that we were carrying twins, and lost one but are still holding onto the other. When we visited the ER on Sunday, the doctor never saw the second baby, and he was sure that we were simply experiencing another full loss.

Emotions have been high this week, and I have to admit that I have felt like anything but myself. When I came to this space last week, I thought that I would be back here just as before, but it turned out that we needed a bit more time. At the moment I am just glad to be back at home, and grateful that this little one has decided to see this journey through.

Thank you all for your emails and phone calls and comments. I normally try and only keep the positive in my posts, and I appreciate your kind words through this time. I will be back here in this space on Monday, and I just look forward to settling back to normal.

Have a wonderful weekend